Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in Lial's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
4:27 pm	Angry, Hungry, Asleep My coworkers are all bringing in their own radios.  The woman next to me wears headsets and sings along.  Do I want her dead? ABSOLUTELY. They hired a new guy in marketing.  He's about 45 with two kids and a cute wife and I haven't yet decided if I'm gonna try and bang him or not for the practice. We'll see....   Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Godsmack (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 28th, 2009
8:00 am	Sunday, Sunday I go a year without posting, and now - two in one week.  Hell's belles....... Sunday morning and I'm in the church of WORK.  How did I end up here, I wonder?  Oh yeah - recession - and now, there's one of me doing the job of three people.  Maybe that's why I've turned back to LiveJournal.  It's a way to stay sane while being put through the wringer. Have a lovely Sunday, mortals. Lial Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Disturbed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 24th, 2009
3:47 pm	River The River Sweeps Me Away The river sweeps me away, an artist with wild brush strokes, A gentle touch on canvas sends me careening along. Careful not to crash into the rock, the thrumming beat of blood in my veins, my ears, so human, and yet above it all. The river sweeps me away, swirling in circles - circles within circles, and I am dizzy - this place, this Earth, spins on its own axis, in complete counterthrust to mine. Dreaming I am dreaming in vivid Shinedown Technicolor. So lucky to have the best of all worlds: Even if I have to steal it. Current Mood: creative Current Music: Imogen Heap, "Clear the Area" (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 27th, 2008
11:14 am	Que Sera, Sera posting! i am supposed to be working right now, but alas - I am not. Not interested in work right at this moment. I am trying to get a fanfiction going (which is running around in my head). I probably shouldn't watch so much DEXTER. It's an appallingly delicious show that is almost better than porn (for those of us with bad intentions). Anyway. So I have this idea (no, not sharing) and I want to work it out. Which means I am online at work writing instead of paying attention to what I should be doing. I survive. Talk later. Must mull over evil deeds. Current Mood: creative Current Music: Theme Music from Showtime's Dexter (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
3:36 pm	What the Hell? Haven't been here in years. Literally. I wanted to take down all of my previous postings thanks to the fact that they are older than dirt and hardly beneficial anymore. I'm not even sure what to write at this point. But I'll get through it. More to come. I have to work on reinventing my weirdness. Lial Current Mood: listless Current Music: Duncan Sheik (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 24th, 2004
8:01 am	FAME CHALLENGE PAIRING Tracie - don't read this, darling. =) Username: BELIAL Title of Story: FAME CHALLENGE PAIRING Who You Wrote For:Azrielen Pairing/Rating: request 1: Simon Cowell/John Stevens, R to NC 17, dom!John in leather pants. Link to Your Story: ( Read more... ) Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Ryan Seacrest Counts Down the Hits (93.3 FLZ) (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 19th, 2004
11:30 pm	SOOOOOOOO Tired I am ready to be asleep, it is fucking 11:30 at night, I am turning from a demon into a vampire... Great day. found a bank that will let me lower my checking balance and get a free safety deposit box. Met a cute girl named Kellie, but actually chickened out on hitting on her. Might be nice to be employed before I try to take someone out on a date. Hopefully, will get a call from a prospect next week. I'm hoping for Tuesday. Light your candles for me, people. Was disappointed on Thursday, while watching WONDERFALLS on Fox. It was hyped up to be this really cool thing, and it SUCKED. BORING! What happened to creativity on television anymore? Enough of a tired psychobabble. Goodnight! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: ZzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZ (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
5:49 pm	Weirdness What is it about employers? They think that people are so desperate today for a job, they can offer peanuts? Do I look like an elephant? I slept in till 10 this morning. Another one of those weird twists in life. Normally, 8 is considered "sleeping in". Must've been due to the weather (rain, thunderstorms). Trace, I think you've been fucking around with my weather, babe. Still have my mind on the oddities of life. Trying to do a little writing before I forget what makes life so odd. Anybody have those little pink pills? Current Mood: whimsical Current Music: silence. can you believe it? (Comment on this)
Friday, March 12th, 2004
9:27 pm	The True Measure of a Yard Short story, G rating, thought for the day.... a nice missive about trees and how they are more like people than one would expect. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: None - ??? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 6th, 2004
7:02 pm	Crappy Weather Sun! Sun... too much sun. On medication for a cold, have to stay out of the sun. Do the Drs. not realize that this is Florida? I am now worse than a mole in a hole, with my only means of escape as a baseball cap. Dearest friend is moving to my area. Can't wait. Can't wait. Definitely a relief when compared to the long hopeless attempts to get together thwarted by many miles between us. Now, only job schedules and a husband. Might kill the husband, keep the wife. =) Weather's getting cloudy... things are looking up. Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Josh Groban, "CLOSER" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
11:16 am	Sleep Tired, oh so tired. Want to curl into a ball and disappear. What is this living that we go insane for? Love, hate, annoyances, and a democratic hopeful that can't live up to the standards of anyone. Mr. Kerry, please take a seat! Actually, I wish he would start reading books on tape, that would probably put me to sleep in an instant. Insomnia, anyone? Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Lorenna McKennit, Mummer's Dance (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
2:55 pm	Job Hunting Trying on my "I'm new, please hire me" personality. Like a snake shedding skins. Sometimes it's hard to remember which one is real. Will the real Nick please step forward? How much do I sell of my soul to meet those "gainful employment" criteria? Too smart for my own good, perhaps. Wish I was independently wealthy so I could afford expensive cars and women. Maybe with a pretty boy thrown in every once in awhile for amusement. Ah, yes, I've a taste for variety in my partners. But shh, don't ask. Don't tell.... Flames of the fire licking my ankles. I really am the devil in disguise. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Keiko Matsui (Comment on this)
Monday, February 2nd, 2004
11:35 am	Rants I was going to use this journal to write some of my daily goings on, but I think my motto has changed. Maybe I will add some of my scribblings from time to time, maybe not. I think I will start today with a rant - about drivers in the sunshine state (that's Florida for you ignorants). What is it about Florida that attracts freaks and degenerates? I do not mean the little blue-haired ladies that can't see over the wheel. I mean the 16 - 30 year old group that think because they cut you off, they now have the right to add insult to injury to flip you the bird as well. I am one of those 16 - 30 year olds that does not believe in recklessly endangering those vehicles around me. I paid a lot of money for my car, I do not wish to spoil it! Not to mention the insurance premiums that go along with tickets and traffic accidents. At the ripe old age of 24, I have determined that my age group sucks behind the wheel. And they are the kind that don't even swallow. Feel free to flame me or applaud me. Current Mood: Frustrated Current Music: Soundtrack, "Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of The King" (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 1st, 2004
10:45 am	My name Eveyone wants to know about a name. What's in a name? Belial is the name of one of the primary demons in hell, coming from the Sidonian, "Liar". For that is what life is, isn't it? One big design about how we all sound to each other. Do we not lie to get the best job? The best spouse? Animals fight in the wild to pick their mates.... we simply go to bars and social settings to have the same sorts of competitions, but with less bloodshed. Who is it that we call the liar? The male animal that wins the fight, or the human that loses? Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The Brandenberg Concertos (Comment on this)